Precious little things

When I get dressed in the morning, I rarely think about what I want to look like that day.  Instead, I think about how I want to feel.  Do I want to feel calm, cheery, powerful, quiet, eccentric, or something else entirely?  I pick my jewelry in much the same way, but it’s just a little more special.  I bought my clothes off of a rack and typically at adeep discount.  But my jewelry?  That’s different.  I am lucky enough to have quite a few pieces from my family.  Monetarily, most of it isn’t worth much, but to me, each piece is priceless.  I wear the pieces based on how I want to feel.  Today, I wore my great grandmother MaMa’s wedding band, because I wanted to feel strength and joy.  That was MaMa.  She worked hard and saw a lot of tough times.  She molded butter to sell to rich folk during the depression; it was one of the few luxuries even they could afford at the time.  She waitressed at a Memphis diner, and even got to meet her idol Elvis.  She took in laundry and pressing.  She lived through The Great Flood of 1927, which some call the Katrina of its day.  She grew up during World War I and saw the next generation fight World War II.  Despite all of this, she was a ray of sunshine every time I saw her, which I’m happy to say was frequent.  She loved to play dominos, watch basketball, grow her garden of flowers (which dwarfed her vegetable garden), and collect pretty things.  She didn’t waste a moment worrying about convention.  And today, I wore her wedding band, because I wanted to be like her–strong yet joyful.  It’s not that I think that jewelry is imbued with the spirit of its owner–ok, maybe just a little bit, but just wearing it is a reminder to live those traits I admire so much.

So, if you see me wearing some vintage jewelry, it’s about more than fashion for me.

Foods I like

Note: This post has been prepared for my visit with my nutritionist.  She wanted to know what kinds of foods I like to eat.

Summer Favorites

  • Summer Tuna Salad (tuna, chopped veggies, honey mustard dressing)
  • BLTs
  • Taco salad
  • Grilled meats & veggies (zucchini, squash, asparagus, tomatoes)
  • Hummus with flatbread and baby carrots
  • BBQ

Things I’ve eaten lately

Note: This few days is me at pretty much my worst, with regards to eating habits :(  I am appalled at the lack of vegetation.

  • Tuesday lunch – bbq pork sandwith w/ slaw, shared order of fries/onion rings (I ate very little of this–just couldn’t stomach it today & it was sub par bbq), root beer
  • Tuesday breakfast – two bacon & egg tacos, peach green tea
  • Monday evening (dinner was spread out a bit) – peanut butter on whole wheat, pork chop, popcorn
  • Monday lunch – corned beef hash, scrambled eggs, half biscuit
  • Monday breakfast – oatmeal with dried cranberries, almonds, and a touch of honey
  • Sunday evening – roasted chicken
  • Sunday afternoon – small plates at a local pub – soybean hummus w/veggies and flat bread, spinach artichoke dip & bread, grilled cheese slider, pulled pork slider, sweet potato tots
  • Sunday morning – dim sum with friends
  • Saturday evening – frozen yogurt loaded with fruit
  • Saturday dinner – steak fajitas
  • Saturday brunch – sausage, egg, and cheese burrito

Favorite foods

  • Rice!
  • tomatoes–in pretty much any form (except bad grocery store ‘maters)
  • Corned beef hash
  • Hamburger hash
  • White cake with frosting
  • Frozen yogurt with fruity toppings
  • gumbo
  • Stews – especially my homemade beef vegetable stew
  • Anything Mexican–including queso
  • buffalo chicken chili
  • amatriciana (tomato, onion, bacon pasta sauce)
  • sweet potato fries (baked)
  • popcorn (cooked on the stovetop at home & at the movies–no extra butter)
  • avocado with a touch of salt
  • chocolate covered raisins
  • homemade jams
  • stir fries
  • spinach (I cook with it several times a week–goes in eggs, stir fries, salad, etc)
  • beef pot roast
  • steak
  • baked sweet potatoes
  • strawberries
  • bananas
  • guacamole

 

Tilamook cheddar grilled cheese with farmer’s market bread, salad of baby spinach and tomatoes with extra virgin olive oil, balsamic vinegar, fresh cracked pepper, and a touch of grey salt

Homemade watermelon margaritas

Fresh herbs and bread from the farmer's market

Individual breakfast casserole: honey wheat bread, eggs, and ham

Roasted red pepper, tomato, and Italian sausage ziti (rollover meal from roasted red pepper & tomato soup)

Bread products are a treat in my current diet, but I encounter them frequently at work. In fact, buying them is part of my job. This is a spread I put together from a local panaderia.

My version of eggplant parmesan--roasted baby eggplant and marinara over sweet potato gnocchi

 

 

Shrimp & veggie fried rice

Open face burrito: Steak, sauteed zucchini and squach, salsa verde rice, and refried black beans

Tapas night: bacon wrapped dates (filled with goat cheese or almonds), Spanish style meatballs, tomatoes dressed with balsamic pepper grey salt, couscous, chili garlic shrimp, flat bread, and rosemary white bean hummus

Oh how I wish I was allergy free

As a child, I constantly had “colds”. I think allergy was mentioned a couple of times, but typically it was “the sniffles” or “a summer cold”. I never saw an allergy specialist. Honestly, I’m not sure we had those in rural Arkansas where I grew up. After college, I had a few co-workers that got allergy shots. I thought that they had life threatening allergies, like the peanut allergies not the sniffles and itchiness I experienced. I talked to some of these folks, though and found out that they were allergic to things like ragweed, and their descriptions of their symptoms sounded very familiar. So, I went and had myself tested.

As it turned out, I was allergic to most things that I was tested for, and once I started treatment, I felt so much better. I went with sublingual immunotherapy, or allergy drops, which are dosed under your tongue. I did that for a couple of years in Missouri. During that time, I realized that I couldn’t tolerate lamb (easy to avoid). I was also diagnosed with rosacea, and like lots of folks with rosacea, I can’t tolerate red wine, which is harder to avoid than you might think–it’s in lots of restaurant marinades. I have also noticed that eggs exacerbate my eczema.  I don’t tolerate preservatives, either.  Add these to a milk intolerance, and I felt somewhat deprived.

Today, I was tested for environmental allergies since we’ve now lived here in Colorado for a year, and I’ve been exposed to all four seasons of environmental allergens like weeds, trees, and grasses. I am allergic to 29 out of 54 allergens that were tested. The doc said that while I’m not the most allergic person he’s encountered, I’m definitely in the running for the most things I’m allergic to, though. Awesome. Anyway, the number of allergies wasn’t a big surprise; it’s similar to the results I had in Missouri. What was a surprise is that I am allergic to yeast. That didn’t sound too bad until I saw the list of foods I should avoid:

Yeasty foods

  • Breads, rolls, cookies, pastries, pretzels, and other bready foods
  • Vinegar, and foods which contain it, like mayonnaise, salad dressing, barbeque sauce, mustard, pickles, and pickled foods
  • Wine, beer and spirits
  • Fermented foods and beverages like sauerkraut and cider

Moldy foods

  • All cheese (!!!)
  • Dried, smoked or pickled meats
  • Cured bacon
  • Mushrooms, peanuts and pistachios
  • Soy sauce, miso, tamari and tempeh
  • Malt
  • Pre-packaged herbs and teas
  • Canned tomatoes

Sugary foods

  • Processed sugar (granulated, confectioner’s, brown)
  • Grapes, raisins, dates, prunes and figs; citrus fruits
  • Fruit juices and dried fruits
  • Soft drinks and drink mixes
  • Honey and maple syrup
  • High-fructose corn syrup
  • Chocolate

Starchy foods

  • Corn
  • Potatoes

By now, your jaw is probably somewhere near your chest.  I know mine was.  Right now, I can feel myself going through the stages of grief.  I shed a few tears when I thought of one of my favorite summer time treats–a BLT.  Thinking through the foods I have eaten this week, I don’t think I’ve had a meal that didn’t contain at least one of these substances.  Today, I started my morning with an apple/orange/ginger juice and a bacon, egg, and cheese taco from Whole Foods.  The only thing from my breakfast that is ‘approved’ is ginger.  My lunch was slightly better–homemade beef vegetable soup.  Still, this contained at least three banned foods: corn, potatoes, and canned tomatoes.  Depending upon the definition of “pre-packaged herbs and teas”, there’s probably more.

On Monday, I’m scheduling an appointment with a nutritionist to help me understand what all of this means and how I can eat.  I am upset right now, but I want to give this a go.  I’ve always known that some foods made me feel ‘icky’.  It was just hard to pinpoint what was doing it.  Now I know why; it’s just about everything yummy.  Boo.